today got happy and also sad...

today i happy because u...
i can see u,we not every day can see...
and a mostly one month see jus one time...
one time for two day...
so i wil happy when see u,
and also menhargai time when wit u...
and thank for u hp,
i did care tat is wat thing,
jus u buy i wil happy...
i did care...
sad thing is when he wan go back,
i did like tat feel,
y must has this feel?
this feel i did like,
i hate this feeling...

我好想告诉他，
也好想问他，
“可以不要回去吗？”
可是我知道我不能这么自私，
要你丢下那里的所有一切，
丢下家人，
丢下工作，
我不能这么自私，
好舍不得你从我身边离开，
白白看着你的背影，
你的背影慢慢的消失了...
这次你离开后，
我们又不知道几时才可以见面了，
你和我求婚时，
我好想答应你，
可是我知道我现在不能。。。
两年对我来说好久久...

16.1.2010

today i and he go shopping,
haha,i very happy...
we jus play snooker,[no me ]
suddenly,
she cal he,
i dun noe why i suddenly unhappy,
u all noe why...
because she la...
why u did forgot he,
please la forgot he,
u can jus think he is you friend or 干老豆,
but dun did tat ok...
today i very surpise when he bagi rantai to me,
thank you,
happy today...
hahahahahahahahaahha

I happy today...

i feel happy today,
because tml are our seeing day,
i waiting too long,
time past fast,
but i hope tml time past slow,
got people say
"快乐的时间终是过得很快，
而伤心难过的时间终过得慢"
为什么不能相反呢？
让伤心难过的日子过得快一些，
相反地让快乐的日子过得慢...
no easy to wait this day to come,
because i too miss he,
every day i hope he is infront of me,
after i finish skul,
i hope he infront of me,
but i noe tat is impossible...
sometime i think about he,
hahaha...
today when i finish skul,
i head one song tat song name“小微”
hahaha...tat song is good...
and saw my primary teacher...
hahaha after tat go wit friend buy present...
hahaha...
*好期待...

14.1.2010

Today is thursday,
i happy because our seeing day have one day and 24 hour,
after tml then is our seeing day,
time is past too fast,
think back our seeing frist time,
is sweat,is happy,
i oso scare, scare u won came,
but finally u came...
i too happy tat time,
because frist time have tat feel,
tat feel are sweat,
happy,
and i os think i is the girl who is very 幸福，
because of he...
is he give me tat feelling,
tat happy feel,
frist time i have tat feeling,
i happy because u...
u change you life because of me,
and u family and os u friend oso did believe,
did believe u change u life,
some people say
"爱情是很伟大的，
为了保护对方，
可以牺牲自己的生命..."
after this i did believe this word,
but now i believe,
and i oso feeling tat...
"thank...
thank because of u,
i happy,
i feel sweat,
and frist time feel happy..."

13.1.2010

今天，
一直在说你，
而我一直在想你，
two more day,
haha...
i so happy,
we together got one month more,
too happy when i saw u blog,
也很感动，
以前，
我只是一个很普通的女生，
从来不知道自己好，
更不知道我原来这么 温柔体贴，
有这么大的影响力，
把一个人改变成另外一个人，
我自己也没想到原来我对你有这么大的影响力，
连你的朋友，家人都不相信，
哈哈...

*当我孤单时，
有你的出现，
当我要对爱情失去信心，
对自己失去信心的时候，
你的出现，
让我恢复自信，
让我感觉幸福，
快乐...*

12.1.2010

今天，
我迟到了，
因为交通阻塞，
我还以为发生车祸，
原来不是，
可是老师并没骂我和朋友，
还以为老师骂我们，
昨天的心情是好无聊，
可是今天却是兴奋，
紧张与害怕，
不知道为什么今天的心情好紧张，
好兴奋，也有点害怕，
突然间，
心跳跳得好快，
好快...
好紧张，
紧张tat day 的到来，
也好兴奋，
cuz meet u...
i too miss u ...
好想你就在我面前，
可是我知道这不可能，
虽然看不到你，
可是我能感应到你就在我身边...
has three day...wohoo...
haha...
but i scare when i see mum,
i don noe how ...
hahahahahaah

11.1.2010

今天，真的是无聊！
在学校里，
听老师罗嗦，
回到家比学校还无聊，
今天我到底是怎么了？
早上的心情是灿烂的笑容，
与兴奋的心情因为昨晚有人告诉一件surpise,
这个surpise对我来说可以是兴奋，
也可以说是紧张与害怕...
可是这种心情一到了放学，
早上的那灿烂笑容，
突然从我的脸上消失了，
可是我却不知道为什么？
maybe miss some wan?
or cuz parent?
or about skul?
myself os did noe...
haiz...

今天只有一个字能形容
那就是“闷”